Tomorrow, be more disciplined, less perfectionist. Do the big tasks first, do not dwell with the details and small things when your energy is at its highest in the beginning of the day. "The more disciplined you are, the more free you are."
Soon, build an empire of consciousness within your mind & body & soul. That's the first condition of your big plan.
& later, find a robust and sustainable way to help children with lack of resources.